need a bro...

id hate to dump my emotions all over you guys but this is the Vent of the forum and so if you arent really for these kind of posts, you might want to turn away now.....

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a couple days ago i lost a really good friend of mine and i cant really tell whether or not we are still on good terms. i feel really horrible and at the same time i think i did the right thing. i kinda wish i could take back what i said and at the same time i just dont know. maybe any of the decisions i could have made wouldve been the wrong choice, it's so weird but either i feel really hurt.

what im asking for is do you guys think im a good person? i know a lot of you dont know me personally but ill be honest even over the internet i dont really change. i do my best to be a nice person with a lot of character and be very helpful. ive said very bad things before but ive taken back about 80% of it all. if we've disagreed before, it was probably a mere difference in opinion. im confident to say im a good person but when somebody says im not i kind of lose it all :\ if you could, post something maybe? a picture or comment? maybe if we share a couple good laughs i could get back on track with stuffs

We've been friends for a while, ol' buddy. I can tell you in full confidence that you're an all-in-all good person. Trust me, if you weren't, you'd prolly wind up like Izaya here:


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Point being, unlike this said character, you're not a jerk in the slightest bit.

it's just really tough. i do my very best to be on everyone's good side. if it seems like im not doing that for 1 person, it really hurts

i guess i just really bug the shit out of people :\ even if i dont do anything or no matter what level of kindness i give to them

You just gotta remember, either some people just can't be pleased, or they'll get pissed off no matter what they got going for them.

well, what's done is done. i guess. time to move on